You painted me a picture, a beautiful world
How could I know it would all to soon become unfurled.
Those pretty lies you fed my soul
have now begun to take their tole
Those pretty lies of love and forever
were simply your tools to gain a quick pleasure.
Those special words I thought were only for me
turned out to be used on all those in your company.
How I wish I still lived in the days of believing your pretty lies.
I miss the days of not seeing through your deceitful guise.
For ignorance is always bliss
Especially when it holds promises of giving me back everything I miss.
But I can’t let go of the fact that your pretty lies were nothing but lies
And so it has become my heart’s demise
You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see,
But you cannot close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.
Forever my mind wanders around.
Not knowing what to be
Not knowing what to feel
I search so hard to hear a sound.
of what to do with my life
Let me be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds.
Don’t let the unknown be the anchor that pulls you back to the ground.
Stay here with me a little longer.
Just breathe and let out love grow stronger,
Because one day there may be no more me and you
And so I cherish each precious day with you.
To wish for you to feel the same
would only undoubtedly cause me pain.
For if I must wish for how you feel
I’m wishing for something that isn’t real.
So love me please with all your heart
If nothing at least so that mine doesn’t fall apart.